Oh, Lord, may the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to you, my rock and my redeemer.
Tonight I’m taking a break from writing a devotional, and instead, I’m reading from one of my favorites: My Utmost for His Highest. Read Matthew 5:1-12. Tonight’s reflection focuses on verse 3, so really meditate on that verse before you read today’s meditation.
There is so much in these twelve verses! Each “blessed are the…” (or “beatitude”) deserves its own post—even its own book! But tonight, we read from Oswald Chambers’s reflections, where he focused in on Matthew 5:3, which says, “Blessed are the poor in spirit…”
Beware of thinking of our Lord as only a teacher. If Jesus Christ is only a teacher, then all He can do is frustrate me by setting a standard before me I cannot attain. What is the point of presenting me with such a lofty ideal if I cannot possibly come close to reaching it? I would be happier if I never knew it. What good is there in telling me to be what I can never be— to be “pure in heart” (Matthew 5:8), to do more than my duty, or to be completely devoted to God? I must know Jesus Christ as my Savior before His teaching has any meaning for me other than that of a lofty ideal which only leads to despair. But when I am born again by the Spirit of God, I know that Jesus Christ did not come only to teach— He came to make me what He teaches I should be. The redemption means that Jesus Christ can place within anyone the same nature that ruled His own life, and all the standards God gives us are based on that nature.
The teaching of the Sermon on the Mount produces a sense of despair in the natural man— exactly what Jesus means for it to do. As long as we have some self-righteous idea that we can carry out our Lord’s teaching, God will allow us to continue until we expose our own ignorance by stumbling over some obstacle in our way. Only then are we willing to come to Him as paupers and receive from Him. “Blessed are the poor in spirit . . . .” This is the first principle in the kingdom of God. The underlying foundation of Jesus Christ’s kingdom is poverty, not possessions; not making decisions for Jesus, but having such a sense of absolute futility that we finally admit, “Lord, I cannot even begin to do it.” Then Jesus says, “Blessed are you . . .” (Matthew 5:11). This is the doorway to the kingdom, and yet it takes us so long to believe that we are actually poor! The knowledge of our own poverty is what brings us to the proper place where Jesus Christ accomplishes His work.
This is astounding to me—that the beatitudes are not primarily a behavior to strive for, but rather something that exposes just how far we are from the spiritual perfection of God. This “despair” at realizing the futility of the “natural man” drives us toward Christ for redemption and new birth, with total devotion to him as the Lord of our lives and our Savior. Only by this new birth can we hope to have renewed minds and hearts, by which we can, by grace, reflect something of these beautiful behaviors and heart postures.
As I read through the verses from Matthew, I was really convicted by how far I am from embodying these traits. I think I’m spiritually strong. I am not meek, mourning, or merciful much of the time—I’m the opposite. What happened in your heart as you read these verses? Take a moment right now to reflect on how far we have to go, and to acknowledge that only Christ can take us there. Then pray for the traits of the beatitudes to be evident in your life, as God’s spirit continues to renew your mind, soul and strength.